A Most Sensual Experience of Love

The Divine Explosion…

Looking back over the last few of months, it’s been a time of my sensing how nature comes alive… time and time again. Feeling how death is but a movement from one time & space to another. AND I feel how IAM opening up in the most wondrous ways, feeling alive again after what feels… so long ago!

After 33 beautiful years immersing myself in celebration with Tom, I fell deep within myself… again… falling deeper and deeper into a darkness. A space for me to accept, to surrender, and journey into new unknown depths of myself. Everything you can imagine, I have let go of now.

It has left me able to fully feel into my Human and Divine selves coming together like never before. Surrendering deeper into a space of nothingness, of emptiness… and allows me to fully open up to receive All That IAM. To receive my highest potential and grandest version of myself.  AND as my own creator being, bring in the most wondrous new experience of love.

The Embodiment of All That IAM

There has been a lot of quiet time, relaxing within myself and breathing, feeling everything, for good and bad. Always with my focus on Integrating All of myself, especially my own lost love that I disconnected from when I came here to Earth. Like everyone else I have searched for lifetimes for completeness and fulfilment outside of myself and have listened to others against my own better judgement.

This lifetime however I chose to experience Embodied Enlightenment, which allows me to realise, IAM my own lost love, the love that I have been searching for since the beginning of time. Over eons of time I gifted all my experience of sorrow and joy to my Divinity… who transformed and distilled it all into wisdom and compassion for me, when IAM ready, mature enough to receive it back. To allow my new light and pure love IAM to return home to me now.

All for me to finally Embody All That IAM, allowing myself to fall so deeply in love with myself, fully opening and coming alive in so many different ways.

I knew I would come through this time of great change, with a lot of patience… being present in each moment. Totally disconnecting with everything familiar and comfortable, including my family, culture and wisdom! Trusting myself to be in the right time & space, and know everything to be known would come to me in each moment.

My Divinity holds the helm of my sacred vessel moving forward. The Human, only here for wondrous experience. A new adventure without agenda, no end, only me, swimming in the depths of self-love bringing into my reality new experience of maturity and pure love.

I wrote more about this lost love in my last post Focusing on Self-Love, which included a pdf document to download and audio recording to listen to an inner journey into you… into love. This inner journey has been so instrumental in my Embodiment of Love, of All That IAM, I recorded it live and published it on my YouTube channel for those who might be ready, mature enough to finally come home to themself. An Inner Journey into You… into Love. Enjoy.

Nourishing my Orchids

During this time I have been growing and nurturing my orchids, admiring them as they grow and flower. Opening and shining. Everything happening most perfectly, most beautifully. It was as if they were reflecting my own feelings of opening and shining. I felt I was so deeply feeling my core being, feeling it all. Feeling my sensuality, my potency, my sexuality.  It felt as if I was finally allowing myself to be the grandest and most magnificent Sovereign being. I no longer had any issues, problems or karma. It was all gone.

There was only me, here to experience anew, being totally in love with myself, and I knew my new adventure was beginning.

I’ve just finished my painting above, which now hangs proudly in my bedroom. I’ve called it The Divine Explosion because it shares my story these last few months opening up to receive All That IAM.

When you allow yourself to fully fuse together as One Sovereign Oneness, allowing the past, present & future for better or worse, body, mind & spirit and the Human & Divine to come home, you fully embody the pure love and wisdom you truly are, and always have been.

This gives a feeling of immense joy, peace and love, loving yourself so much… allowing it to reflect around you. You the Creator being, bringing in only more love and wisdom for you to experience on higher and higher levels of potency.

The Fusion of Consciousness and Energy

It took me a while to realise what was happening and able to put it into words… but this immense feeling of embodying your grandness and magnificence… brings you into a new balance and duality indeed ceases to exist. The Embodiment of DivineHuman Consciousness then begins to fuse together with Energy, Energy that I bring in to serve me.  There is no longer any separation. Consciousness and Energy become one and everything around me reflects my grand potential of being pure love and joy.

My experience falling in love with myself, was indeed reflected with someone I gifted to myself… to experience this merging of pure love on the deepest level.

The Most Beautiful Experience

It was in the middle of May that I gave myself the most beautiful experience! I met a gorgeous guy online. One I have known and trust for many years now, being extremely conscious and gentle like myself. I feel Tom helped orchestrate this experience, as he wanted someone to help me climb out of my shell and begin to fully experience the full spectrum of my light. Without limitation or trauma, to experience my full potency… my sensuality and sexuality!

Let me call him Robin, we connected so quickly, easily and deeply. It was a deep energetic connection between conscious likeminded friends, looking for friendship, deep talks about life, intimacy… and new experience.

He knew just the right things to say to me. I felt like a teenager in love, being taken to a fairground, being allowed to eat all the candy and ice cream, and enjoy the wonderful movement and wonders around on all the rides.

I felt myself open up into new depths of myself, falling deeper in love with self, with him. The sensations I was feeling were beyond exciting! I felt the butterflies, the fireworks and explosions! There was nothing subtle about this time and I felt love sick and lost a couple of kilos😁!

I was truly coming alive like never before. I did wonder why I needed someone else to help me, though. Why couldn’t I do it on my own? It was then that I realised how I, my Consciousness was embodying my Energy. Robin and I were connected so deeply, there was indeed no separation.

I suppose you can say it feels similar to how Tom and I are deeply connected as One too.

IAM not sure why, but this beautiful experience stopped as quick as it started! We had planned to meet up in person and explore and discover more together, but life happened on both sides of the ocean and IAM left feeling my own sensuality and sexuality.

Which I love and is indeed turning a few heads here, and life feels grand!

IAM disappointed that I couldn’t experience Robin in the physical… but maybe we both need time to work on any remaining issues before we can fully enjoy a physical oneness together! Whatever I bring into my experience, IAM infinitely grateful for Robin’s presence in my life and for his most beautiful act of love!

Meanwhile, my focus remains on myself, falling deeper and deeper within this potent pool of pure love I have uncovered and am enjoying my life in all its potency!

I hope you don’t mind my talking so intimately… but I feel it’s important that we all release our bondage from a Society who has created taboes, and still continue to divide and conquer the feminine and masculine species. Making us feel unsafe and fear one another!

It takes fearlessness and focus to release our fears and allow ourselves to open up to our true core of love and feel the DivineHuman explosion that is waiting to happen to us all individually. It’s time for each of us to be brave and bold and free ourselves, to open up and receive our highest potential, which will bring in most Divinely, our grandest dream and experience of pure love, joy and peace.

The Core of Me…

It was at the peak of my opening and feeling into the potent pool of love IAM, that I wrote this poem.

Falling in Love with ME, with YOU

Feeling off the charts
out of control
playing in this potent
pool of love
falling deeper within
excited beyond

Trusting You
to lift me gently
out of a darkness
into the full
spectrum of my light
to experience
wild freedom of
sensual & sexual nature

The young child
hidden away
so long ago
wants nothing else
but crazy loving
falling in love
with me, with you

Feeling it all
the butterflies
the fireworks
explosions of joy
nothing subtle
only deep feelings

Waves of fluid love
through me
through you
connecting us deeply
into a new

Nothing to do
but lie here
in fields of flowers
the beautiful love
of us together
blowing in the wind
harvesting seeds

Human biology
Divine light
and Energy
dynamics melding
like never before
serving anew
no agenda or end

Only this magical space
of ecstasy
fully open now
to experience
pure love
joy and peace
moving beyond
everything known

Quite magically
old attachments patterns
break away
duality gone
only light and love
blows in the wind
as we experience
true freedom

All is well
in our playfulness
in our wholeness
just loving
in all joyfulness
and deep peace

©Barbara Franken 2024

I’ll be travelling to the UK soon, but I will be reading your blog posts… and creating my next post, summarising Miles’s work to help more people recognise his invaluable work for Humanity… in the name of love.

If you’re curious about how Miles is serving us all, you can visit his science, truth writing and available art websites. Thankyou for caring and shining your light.

So I’ll close by wishing you all a great summer or winter time and let’s keep in touch in the comments of our posts. Much love❤️

©Barbara Franken… Creative Visionary & Master Creator
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Join the discussion and tell us your opinion.

Writing to Freedomreply
June 24, 2024 at 18:21

Beautiful paintings Barbara. And kudos for embracing it all to unite your spirit and body in the fullness of living. May you continue to flourish.

Barbara Frankenreply
June 25, 2024 at 09:42
– In reply to: Writing to Freedom

Brad, you remain amazingly loyal and sweet words always encourage me onwards through life, enjoying it all no matter what. Thankyou so much for being here and walking this journey with me. Much love❤️

Writing to Freedomreply
June 25, 2024 at 15:47
– In reply to: Barbara Franken

You’re most welcome. 💖

June 27, 2024 at 20:14
– In reply to: Writing to Freedom

Thank you for sharing Barbara, so much to learn from every experience, each a divine springboard that can take us to new heights xx

Barbara Frankenreply
July 1, 2024 at 11:38
– In reply to: Maggie

Thankyou maggie… from up the road? Yes I love your loving wisdom… allowing each experience to be a divine springboard to take us to new heights! Thankyou dear Maggie❤️

June 24, 2024 at 19:32


Barbara Frankenreply
June 25, 2024 at 09:43
– In reply to: thespiritkeeper

Joseph… no words ah😁 Thankyou for walking beside me, holding the space for new experience, as IAM with you. Much love ❤️

June 27, 2024 at 23:50
– In reply to: Barbara Franken

Sometimes words with love says a lot.

June 24, 2024 at 21:22

So happy to read this, made me smile x

Barbara Frankenreply
June 25, 2024 at 09:45
– In reply to: Susan

Susan, I love that I made you smile, there are indeed ways to journey through this time… remaining quite sane and definitely in love with self❤️ much love and gratitude for your presence here.

June 25, 2024 at 01:06

Oh Barbara, how I loved this post and feeling into your heart. I feel so happy for you. Appreciating your beautiful painting, envisaging those thriving orchids and reading your gorgeous poem just highlights the light filled journey you’re on.

And meeting “Robin” well, I think some people are just meant to come into our lives to highlight something. Love, self love, a rebirth? Who knows. Perhaps it’s the beginning of another wondrous journey that may pick up again another time. Regardless, I feel the joy in your post so thank you for sharing it. Much love my friend. xx ❤️

Barbara Frankenreply
June 25, 2024 at 09:49
– In reply to: Miriam

Yes, my heart is open, nothing to hide, only sharing our potential that are ready to come in, once we dare let go of everything known and comfortable. Thankyou for thoughts on Robin, he loves his new nickname! Definitely it feels as a rebirth for me and IAM happy will every outcome as I know it’ll be the best for me. Thankyou for being here and sharing my journey. Much love and keep travelling through sunny lands, it makes the world of difference!

Mark Lanesburyreply
June 25, 2024 at 02:11

Ah dear lady, another soul to mirror your journey and share his own. It will speak well Barbara, even if no meeting. It has opened a place covered over so that you can see you again, and let run free that soul back into the sunlight. Good luck, I hope that self love is unshackled and set free 🤗🤣❤️🙏

Barbara Frankenreply
June 25, 2024 at 09:54
– In reply to: Mark Lanesbury

Thankyou Mark for loving words of wisdom as always… all is well whatever happens. It’s all about the journey, feeling it and enjoying this massive opening up of myself that I knew was here, just wasn’t sure how to reach it. Patience and time reveals it all though and now I can be absolutely free to explore further in All that IAM. Thankyou for your loving presence Mark, wise words and here’s to living a great life for us all❤️🕺💃🙏

June 25, 2024 at 19:45

What a joy “…to receive [your] highest potential and grandest version of [yourself].” I am so happy to read of your ability to emerge from the depths of loss and sorrow into a bright and shining new world! Hooray!😃

Barbara Frankenreply
June 25, 2024 at 19:58
– In reply to: JanBeek

Ah Thankyou Jan, it feels so good to emerge from so much pain❤️ AND Tom is here too💃🕺 I have the best of all worlds🥰 Thankyou for your beautiful presence here🙏

June 28, 2024 at 15:42

“Exploring the depths of love through sensory richness—a journey that captivates the heart and soul.”

Barbara Frankenreply
July 1, 2024 at 11:41
– In reply to: Anonymous

Thankyou so much whoever you are for your presence here and loving words of wisdom! Enriching our sensory richness through experience💃❤️ I love this🙏

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