Umm… I mumble Farewell 2022 under my breath and I feel again this gulf of emotion exploding within me whenever I think about moving out of this year. This year, the year Tom and I physically separate and IAM left swimming in a world of disbelief, not wanting to let go of this last year we had together!
Only 1 full day to go and I have to say farewell to 2022! How can I leave Tom here, leave our relationship here, leave our magnificent life here?
Tears fall again, as I feel into this forced surrender… I really don’t want to move on❤️ I don’t want to move on without my love and best friend, my Tom who has always been by my side, in my corner and always makes everything alright❤️
I feel another part of me, softly caressing me… asking me to be quiet for a while and open myself up to receive.
I feel all my past 33 years coming into this moment. You can imagine bright crystalline light atoms of all my experience moving through time and space from all around me, entering within me.
IAM dancing, as if on air… IAM partying, happily… IAM making my first real home, feeling joyful… IAM cooking for my family, feeling proud… IAM maturing, feeling grateful and wise… IAM working in fashion, a dream job… IAM tending the garden, cultivating beautiful wild flowers… IAM discovering more of myself and life, realising their is so much more… IAM holding the most wonderful man in my arms, memorised by his gentle wise eyes and receiving soft lipped kisses.
IAM playing golf in the mountains and by the sea, at home and overseas… IAM travelling to visit our family… so wonderful to see our children grow… IAM exploring new countries and towns… IAM eating delicious food and drinking quality wine… IAM relaxing in our home with my love, enjoying the simple life… IAM living a most heavenly life…
I feel all our confrontational moments too, the raised voices or stillness when one of us needs to strengthen our boundaries or independence. They are all part and parcel of our beautiful life we moulded together.
I know IAM bringing all my experience; all the moments Tom and I shared together, into this now moment. IAM distilling it all into beautiful essence; all our growth and wisdom gained, the love, joy and peace felt and I embrace it all.
I claim all our beautiful essence, all our loving experience as Who IAM now. Our experience, not being separate from me and lives on within me now. I feel the depth of it all. IAM part me, part Tom, part love, part joy, part peace.
AND now I feel I can enthusiastically move forward, with the abundance of riches gained from all our experience into a new year. I know for sure the essence of Tom lives on in me, as he does in his children and grandchild too.
IAM ready in my wholeness here, as Tom is ready in his wholeness beyond.
Ready for new sensational experience as dimensions come closer together and Earth and Humanity raise their vibration. We are ready to come closer than close and experience magic and miracles that are beginning to come into the physical realm now. Do you feel it all happening too?
I wish you all a thoughtful change into this new year… may you step into 2023 with a heart full of wisdom and compassion that serves you well.
I’ll see you on the other side for more musing… much love Barbara❤️
©Barbara Franken… Creative Visionary & Master Creator
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