Farewell 2022 & Welcome 2023…
Umm… I mumble Farewell 2022 under my breath and I feel again this gulf of emotion exploding within me whenever I think about moving out of this year. This year, the year Tom and I physically separate and IAM left swimming in a world of disbelief, not wanting to let go of this last year we had together!
Only 1 full day to go and I have to say farewell to 2022! How can I leave Tom here, leave our relationship here, leave our magnificent life here?
Tears fall again, as I feel into this forced surrender… I really don’t want to move on❤️ I don’t want to move on without my love and best friend, my Tom who has always been by my side, in my corner and always makes everything alright❤️
I feel another part of me, softly caressing me… asking me to be quiet for a while and open myself up to receive.
I feel all my past 33 years coming into this moment. You can imagine bright crystalline light atoms of all my experience moving through time and space from all around me, entering within me.
IAM dancing, as if on air… IAM partying, happily… IAM making my first real home, feeling joyful… IAM cooking for my family, feeling proud… IAM maturing, feeling grateful and wise… IAM working in fashion, a dream job… IAM tending the garden, cultivating beautiful wild flowers… IAM discovering more of myself and life, realising their is so much more… IAM holding the most wonderful man in my arms, memorised by his gentle wise eyes and receiving soft lipped kisses.
IAM playing golf in the mountains and by the sea, at home and overseas… IAM travelling to visit our family… so wonderful to see our children grow… IAM exploring new countries and towns… IAM eating delicious food and drinking quality wine… IAM relaxing in our home with my love, enjoying the simple life… IAM living a most heavenly life…
I feel all our confrontational moments too, the raised voices or stillness when one of us needs to strengthen our boundaries or independence. They are all part and parcel of our beautiful life we moulded together.
I know IAM bringing all my experience; all the moments Tom and I shared together, into this now moment. IAM distilling it all into beautiful essence; all our growth and wisdom gained, the love, joy and peace felt and I embrace it all.
I claim all our beautiful essence, all our loving experience as Who IAM now. Our experience, not being separate from me and lives on within me now. I feel the depth of it all. IAM part me, part Tom, part love, part joy, part peace.
AND now I feel I can enthusiastically move forward, with the abundance of riches gained from all our experience into a new year. I know for sure the essence of Tom lives on in me, as he does in his children and grandchild too.
IAM ready in my wholeness here, as Tom is ready in his wholeness beyond.
Ready for new sensational experience as dimensions come closer together and Earth and Humanity raise their vibration. We are ready to come closer than close and experience magic and miracles that are beginning to come into the physical realm now. Do you feel it all happening too?
I wish you all a thoughtful change into this new year… may you step into 2023 with a heart full of wisdom and compassion that serves you well.
I’ll see you on the other side for more musing… much love Barbara❤️
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You said it all so beautifully and so profoundly when you said that the essence of Tom lives on in you, for that is truth. Indeed you’ll carry him with you through all times. Enter this new year carrying that love my friend. Thank you for sharing with us your heart, vulnerability and light as you move forward. Sending you much love across the ocean. xx
Thankyou for resonating with my words Miriam, and for being on this journey with me! It makes me feel less weird as I tell my story which is not the norm at all! We can all do this and be open to receive the magic we truly are❤️ happy new year my dear friend🥰
My word for 2023 is “Ready!” And you wrote: “IAM ready in my wholeness here, as Tom is ready in his wholeness beyond… Ready for new sensational experience…” Me, too… I am soooo looking forward to the new!
Jan I love your word! I remember being a girl guide and be prepared was our motto! Very important to be ready for anything! We can do this! Happy new year to you both❤️🍾🥂⚡️✨🌟
Thank you, Barbara. I look forward to our 2023 growth and connections.
Love and light to you Barbara, it is a strange changeover this year, like we are preparing for something. Something more profound, like that moment on our first high diving platform. Nervous but strong, readying in our mind of what it will be like, but not knowing because it has never been done. Will it be smooth or a bit off center, a complete flop or a slice into water without a ripple? But that one time will be its last, because now we have experienced it. You know his love and you know yours, you’ve experienced them both, a platform into those new waters where you expand yours, know you more powerfully and beautifully. Your starting to come up for air dear lady, you’ve done it, felt it and now know your heart can indeed go on with all that support in understanding. Love and light dear lady, many hugs for this new journey that now goes on because of what went before. Have a beautiful year, thank Tom for bringing you safely to open further into something that will be appreciated even in its difficulty. Tom’s love hasn’t gone anywhere, nor has yours…it’s just changing into something more wonderful. Happy New Year Barbara 😀❤️🙏🏽🦋✨🎇💥🌹🍾🍸🌺🌟🌈🕊💫
I suppose it’s where trust comes in, trust in our spirit guiding us beyond everything known and comfy😀 I seem to intuit I have all the tools, so grateful for them, for Tom helping me gain them… and I suppose visa versa! Now for the plunge! 🤩 Thankyou for your ever endearing words that just seem to fit me❤️ We’re really doing this big change❤️ Happy new year Mark! 💥🌟✨⚡️🌈🥂🍾🏖❤️
I admire your courage, trust, and deepening love. Happy New Year Barbara!
Thankyou Brad, wishing you a most magical changeover and your opening up to receive all your magic🕺🎶❤️ Much love x
The best relationships are those of soulmate which many do not have. When we have to surrender our loves to Spirit it is very painful like that of a mother losing a child. Over the years it becomes easier but we can feel the sting as it was yesterday by being triggered and yes i am looking forward to the day we are connected again. For now i do honor my spiritual evolution on my journey and as you said to me let’s create that magic. Hugs.
I love what you say, it resonates with taking care of yourself first… ‘Honouring your own spiritual evolution’ AND yes here’s to us creating the magic, which is no other than bringing in the unknown💃🕺🎶
Beautiful words dear Barbara, I so resonate having to say goodbye to my Mum in bits and pieces, and yet knowing love never has to say goodbye. Have a love-and laughter filled 2023! 💖
Thankyou Wendy❤️ We learn to love so deeply and then we learn to say goodbye… but we set it up this way, to be able to perceive our own richness, the treasure of love we truly are hidden underneath💃🕺💥🌟🤩 All we can do is honour our own spiritual evolution and that of others… where death is a very important part. We know how to hold the space for every transition❤️ Happy New Year, may you ride the fierce waves of cleansing this year bravely and boldly🎶🌈
Thank you for your beautiful words Barbara, I will re-read them soon because this is a process… step by step…. letting go and transitioning into the new ❤️ Deepening wisdom with every step… and lots of tissues 🌟Happy New Year to you too! 🌟❤️ 🌟
Yes…trust…our love is built on it dear lady. It takes a lot of time, but that is where our appreciation comes in when we follow something for so long and it suddenly talks to us , to our hearts and shows that trust was truly at one with who and what we are…what we are becoming. Have a beautiful new year Barbara, it is a last short (Spirit keeps saying short and it is a tiny bit longer than that 😀❤️), difficult climb…but once you touch the peak, its view will be so worth the effort…and it goes on forever 😀❤️🙏🏽
I could feel those magical moments of memory recall Barbara… and I Know as hard as 2022 was to let go of… I know there are many more magical moments to create in 2023…
Sending Love from my heart to yours dear Barbara… Wishing you a very HAPPY New Earth Year and Beyond my friend…
I know where ever you are, what ever you are doing, Tom, is only ever a thought away..
Much love Barbara… Sending Hugs.. <3