November 11 REBLOGATHON… A Deep Wound

IAM waking up early today! This is a big thing in itself as IAM not an early morning person as I love my sleep! It’s a big day, having to fit a lot into it. I already went to my archive last night to see what wanted to be remembered and it’s a post I made back in 2017, How my Anger was my Blessing.

I don’t have time to read the post deeply or digest it yet, but it’s about my insights that came to me after an outburst of anger brought me to cry in solitude for hours at home! It seems 2017 was an emotional year for me, I reblogged another post from 2017 in my Reblogathon 8 about releasing my shame and guilt.

I feel both posts are related, both upsets pointing to the same wound that I find myself in again since Tom’s transition! It’s a deep wound of feeling alone, unloved & unimportant, that I know I share with Humanity in general since the beginning of time.

It’s definitely asking me to ponder on this more, and I will, and will write about my ponderings before this November Reblogathon is over!

In the meanwhile, it is my little sisters birthday, so IAM celebrating with her today as she sails down the western spanish coastline heading back to Greece and I fly back to Spain. Soon we can meet up again in Benalmadena and celebrate in person.

It’s also a day we remember the wars and feel grateful for all the soldiers who fought and continue to fight for our freedom.

11-11-22 is a special number! A great day to celebrate well Your Magnificent Self, no matter what dark experience we have. It all has the purpose of bringing us to the insightful moment of realising IAM Sovereign, IAM Magnificent, IAM All That IAM and can always celebrate this.

Please enjoy reading this reblog below. If you receive any insights that may be helpful to me, please comment away! As I feel I don’t want to miss anything now… I feel so close, yet far away!


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I wish you all a wonderful day! A thoughtful day, being grateful for everything you have and I look forward to seeing you tomorrow for another celebration of some kind here at Me, My Magnificent Self being our Magnificent Selves.

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Sue Dreamwalkerreply
November 11, 2022 at 09:47

Sometimes anger is a way of venting out unwanted frustration. A cleansing, as with the tears.
May today we remember the special day of remembrance too, as we let go of anger, war and separation. And bring about compassion unity and love in its wake.
Hope your sister has a beautiful birthday. .
Much love your way Barbara. 💕🙏💕

November 11, 2022 at 11:36

Barbara, thank you for sharing your 2017 post which affected me as I see elements of myself in there. And even similarities with my relationship with Doug of almost 30 years. We carry so much emotion with us.
Today 11/11 is such a.significant day for so many. A day of remembrance and a personal day of meaning too for myself as our home settled. And hubby and I find ourselves “transient”. And onto the next stage of our lives. I’ve been more emotional than I expected. Enjoy the time with your sister Barbara. Family is so important. Much love my friend. 🙏💗

Barbara Frankenreply
November 12, 2022 at 13:15
– In reply to: Miriam

Thankyou Miriam for kind words and finding yourself in this world experiencing it all! It makes us all the more wiser and compassionate! Here is to keeping our focus of the good life and allowing everything to flow for us all. Much love and thinking about you today, the first day of your new life❤️ it’s going to be wonderful💃🕺🎶🌈

Mark Lanesburyreply
November 11, 2022 at 23:58

Dear Barbara, to see and acknowledge something within ourselves is a love wanting to be found. To see and even feel that ‘it’s a deep wound of feeling alone, unloved & unimportant’ is a guidance. Follow it back dear lady, find that child in that moment and remember how it held your heart, understand the why of how it made you feel and ask to understand its pain. It nearly always comes from a parent/s, and unintentionally at that because they too are feeling that pain and unintentionally pass it on to you by their inability to handle their fear. But because, as a child, you don’t understand that, you can only feel that pain from them…leaving you ever doubting who you really are. BUT…it is all meant to happen so that you can feel it all, finally understanding that going through all of those ‘conditional’ emotions in life is preparing you for a very profound awakening of what ‘unconditional love’ is. We cannot truly understand and appreciate happiness, unless we experience and understand sadness too. May your conditional guide you dear lady, it does have a lot to say…but…unconditional is forever 😀❤️🙏🏽

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