IAM not sure which one is having more an affect on me. My dealing with my love’s transition 8 months ago now. Or the fast and furious incoming energies, which are changing the very makeup of all Human Consciousness!
Or maybe it’s a bit of both! Maybe this year of 2022 is truly my year to be OK just being Me My MagnificentSelf. Letting go of everything I hold dear, in order to feel my Authenticity in all its rawness and beauty.
Authenticity was my word for 2022, which I wrote about earlier this year, just before life began taking everything away!
Bit by bit these last months, I’ve felt everything in my life disappearing. Everything that I have held dear and drove me forward in enjoying my beautiful life! Now there is nothing and no-one to hold onto, most of my loves, my beliefs and passion gone!
I’ve really had to spend lots of time with myself alone and feel into how huge my loss is! Not to make sense of it, because it doesn’t make any Human sense! No one in their right mind wants to let go of everything. Everything that makes you happy and supports you in moving forward!
In my alone time, I’m doing my best to accept it all. AND as Tom would say, It is what it is, there is no point in fighting Divine destiny! I can only trust this is all part of my journey and rebirth. The rebirth most of my friends and readers know I’ve been focusing on. Experiencing this for the last couple of years, (a long labour🤣😂)
AND now, wow! Although I didn’t realise just how much of my physical Human life I would have to give up! Just about absolutely everything! 😳I know IAM safe and well on my way to something epic!
now experiencing and trusting is my next step going beyond!
I feel IAM free falling into a deep silent nothingness, with nothing to hold onto! It made me feel very sad last night as I felt into this deep and profound feeling! AND as I always do, I just breathe. Into all my feelings and observations, which I witness from a most loving and nonjudgemental space.
From a place of wholeness that IAM and is embracing everything, urging me to focus on being OK free falling. Trusting implicitly that IAM in the most perfect space. The Human Self being taken care of by my Divine Self, journeying into an unknown land beyond everything known!
In my experiencing this wholeness, I know IAM expanding Human Consciousness. Not only for me but for all Humanity, this is how we each change the world! By first being the change ourselves!
You can join me tomorrow at 5pm Spanish Time, on my Self Love Live Chat. I feel directed to share this in a breathing session… Being OK Letting Go of Everything! Helping me hold this space of loving presence, to inspire us to let go and move forward like never before! You can sign up for my YouTube channel to receive notification to join my breathing sessions.
Sensual Tales of Passion… A Collection of Love Poems
A short while ago I was directed to look at all the poems Tom and I wrote to each other. I had the idea to create a collection of love poems in Sensual Tales of Passion. With the addition of words of wisdom (?), regarding the dimension of death and infinite beingness.
This feels to be a way for me to let go of many beautiful lifetimes of Human life and death. Time to step beyond into something new! Inspiring others to look at death in a different light, along my way.
I remember Tom and I in the beginning of our relationship. How we talked about creating a radio programme talking about our love! Because of how well we were getting through life’s challenges together and the depth our love was taking us.
When you love another so deeply, hearts and souls merge deeply as one. Allowing a time of transition to be both deeply happy and sad. You lose a physical dimension and another takes its place. AND who knows what magic can be found at a later stage!
Love truly is eternal. AND in my gratefulness for everyday lived as a celebration, no matter what, we remain together as One Body Consciousness.
They say to love is a risk as it brings heart ache when it ends. Maybe Human life is about breaking the heart, breaking through the conditioning, beliefs and patterns of fear and lack! All to reveal your own loving presence! Consciousness, in all its rawness and glory. Infinitely connected to all that is. Guiding you through this time of great change. AND the realisation that there truly is no separation, only Oneness
Remember, when you are missing the physical presence of your dear ones, know they are with you. Feel into their love. Feel into your love and know everything is most perfect now, as you step into a new time.
Thankyou my friends and family for being there for me, holding the space for me to fall deeper into myself. It is so important we all come together now, at this time the world has lost its way. There are many people awakening now, looking for a new way of living a life of love, joy and peace. IAM so grateful to you all and love you all whole heartedly❤️
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Dear Barbara. I admire your bravery and authenticity in facing this great transition. hugs…🙏
Ah Thankyou Brad, something drives us forward as life shows us how we must let go of everything! It’s hard for the Human because we set life up for us to hang onto everything but ourselves! It’s the ultimate test AND yes we follow our brave heart❤️ much love and gratitude for your kind support🥰
You’re right there is no seperation in oness. For me people often view the other dimensions as seperate from the earth plane. They are not they are layered on top of one another being one.
There is nothing wrong with being authentic in your grieving. Feel yourself hugged.
Thankyou for the big hug I feel Joseph… it’s been another week of allowing and letting go of just about everything but our bare self! Much love❤️
I so appreciate your journey Barbara and can resonate so deeply with your take aways on love and letting go. No matter how challenging things have gotten personally or collectively, I too still hold hope and see all things weaving a divine tapestry. Much love to you.
Thankyou tania for your kind and wise words, it’s an inner knowing we feel we have to follow, going back to our essence, but this time embodying it’s… but boy is it challenging at times! Thank goodness we all understand one another here and give support, makes it so much more doable! Sending love❤️
Just as your word for 2022 is serving you well (you wrote, “Authenticity was my word for 2022”) so my 2022 word is just what I needed and continue to need daily: STRENGTH! Little did I know on January 1st how much I would need it over the next several months! Intentionality is my word of the day … and it takes strength & authenticity to engage intentionally in all life throws at us. Your blog spoke to my heart today and reminded me to cherish each moment with my Bob. I am so grateful to God that he still is here with me 60+ years later. What a blessing!
Love your ridding jan and many thanks for being here and holding me at times❤️ so appreciated, much love to you and Bob! Yes enjoy every moment, even the trying times!
Dear Barbara you are doing beautifully. It feels like this shift has broken so much, but a birth will do that. You have let go of the old and becoming something very profound. In the beginning I felt I was being dragged into a depression, and it lasted over 2 years. But slowly I realized it was being very gentle on me as my ‘life’ was quite a big thing to let go of. But as time has gone by it has slowly made me aware of the beauty that I am, in accepting me and just releasing what was the lesson and becoming what I had been taught. Yes, we tell everyone the right direction because we ‘know’, but our lives still have many parts still not fully resolved. So now it is polishing us as we let go what has served its purpose. We are new and truly now standing in that acceptance. A greater love you will not touch. Just ‘let it go’ and become what you have created from your life. A very big hug dear lady, and be proud of what you have created by going through this journey…you are finally, truly accepting you, a greater love you will not find ❤️🙏🏽
Thankyou so much mark for your kind and wise words that are helping me freefall deeper into myself… a depth that is unimaginably rich in comfort I thought I could never feel… just being me, just being with myself! How we’ve been taught we are nothing, unimportant and worthless, now it’s time to truly feel the truth of a love that is greater than anything known❤️ much love and gratitude to you🥰
Dear Barbara, your acceptance of what is, your faith, trust in the flow of life and letting go and your love is such an inspiration to me. You are indeed transitioning into newness and something quite profound. Thank you for sharing your journey. I send you so much love from across the miles. xx 💗
Ah Thankyou dear Miriam for your love and caring… we must all trust ourselves now as everything implode, to discover the riches we each are within! There really is no going back, so we need each other more than ever to cheer each other along❤️ sending you love🥰
Oh, Barbara, I fear I missed something big. Did your husband pass on? I am so sorry. 21 years of love is infinity in the very best way. I have an app on my phone called the Pattern. Based on astrology, it shows you the paths you’re in (phases really) at any given moment. One of mine is exactly what you’re describing–the stripping away of all that I’ve known so much so that I question who I am. At least that is how it’s described in the app. I feel you’re such an artist, a creator, that out of the void will come something even more beautiful. Hugs and blessings to you.
Lovely of you to visit, I do come to your blog but find it difficult to comment! Although this year has been very different as I get used to not having my love around… at least in physical form! This year was our 33rd year together, our special number! Ending for new Beginnings! Yes falling deep within to feel yourself is weird but all part of this great transition on all sides of the veil! We are all truly birthing something never been done before, exciting yet lonely! We can trust our authentic creative selves to bring us through! I have no doubt and just so thankful for all my friends here❤️ thanks for the love and wisdom Kristine… sending love back🥰
Much love and a hug coming to you Barbara, you are creating something wonderful ❤️🙏🏽
Dearest Barbara you’ve had so, so much to process this year, with so many emotions to navigate through.
You are one of the most authentic people I know, and who gives totally that unconditional love to others, as you share your journey, wisdom and insights.
Acceptance, is allowing yourself to feel into each emotion as it rises, and there have been many as you navigate your way through your grief.
Know Dear Barbara you are never alone even in your lowest moments, and I know you know that.
So sending all of my love your way my friend.
All will pass when it’s time to do so.
Mega hugs your way 💕❤️💕🦋
Sue x
Thankyou so much Sue for your beautiful uplifting words and for being here with me on this rocky journey! Yes breathing in acceptance as I feel all the emotions and being grateful for this experience, knowing it will pass and I’ll be standing in green meadows of sure delight with my friends and family of all dimensions . I feel I’m truly pushing the boat out as I bring in my highest potential… let’s see what magic is possible💃❤️ Thankyou for your love and a big hug to you🥰🌈 much love barbara
Dearest Barbara, how my heart just ached for you as I read your words. Grieving and letting go of everything we knew leaves one feeling as if we’ve been washed ashore broken, bleeding, and defenseless. Your authenticity and your honesty is something to be admired greatly and for this alone you shall be Blessed most abundantly. Acceptance of where one is on the Sacred Journey is the signal you are truly ready to roll up your sleeves and do the work, regardless of how difficult. You have my love and prayers and my heart as well. Tears are stinging my eyes for I’ve had tastes of what you are experiencing yet nowhere to the degree you are now. There is no doubt in my mind you will reach the other side for your Magnificent Self will not let you collapse on that shore of broken-ness. Sending you so much love and encouragement. (((HUGS)))! xoxoxoxo
Oh such sweetness in your loving words dear Amy, they make me know I will survive this terrible time. It is all part and parcel of loving and celebrating life in all its glory! Thankyou for your love and encouragement, it has me smiling as I lay defenseless in the storm knowing all is well and most perfect❤️🌈 much love to you too, big hugs🥰
Barbara, I do not seem to be getting your replies in my notifications. That is why I asked you if you had gotten my reply.
The largest step any of us can take when we find ourselves in the abyss, is to let go and to accept that yes this too shall serve a Higher Purpose. Yet it does not make the process any easier. How I feel for you! There is always Light at the end of the tunnel. You are in my heart and prayers. BIG HUGS!!!! xoxoxoxo 🌈🧚🏼♂️😘
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