IAM sure you are feeling the great shift of consciousness as it is affecting all Humanity in some way or another. It is an extra-ordinary time as more and more hearts become aware of the bigger picture or the truth, by sensing the lies and confusion preached by government and main stream media. Purposefully might I add, as they know about freewill, of how everyone always has a choice to remember who they are and what life here on Earth is all about and stands up for their own Sovereignty and Freedom, or ignores the warnings and become part of their dream of a one world power.
For years now, I’ve been holding the vision and space for the formation of NewEarth, of Humanity anchoring a life of Harmony and Unity. Each person realising the truth of their magnificence, changing their life and reflecting it around them. So yes IAM jumping up and down with joy now as so many people are awakening quite naturally, thanks to high frequency light energy pouring onto Earth in response to Humanity’s expanding consciousness.
Our Environment vibrates at such a high and loving frequency now, as is the Human body/mind. It is the most perfect space for all Humanity to sense the untruth and choose for their own Sovereignty and Freedom. Taking that decision to step out of the matrix and into the unknown… trusting their inner guidance to bring in their grandest dream… oh quite magically!
On the outside we can see our 3D structures based on fear and lack crumbling, and Team Dark doing their best to stop this natural shift and evolution of Human consciousness. Similar to our own structures within, relationships, jobs, ways of being are crumbling that are not balanced in unconditional love.
This falling apart of our old life is one of the first Awakening symptoms, quite alarming when you don’t understand it is all part of the reconstruction of a new you and new life! Out with the old and in with the new.
Team Dark know very well that love has won and their evil games are coming to an end. There is no where for them to hide. It is time for the them to pay the price, to make peace with love or be forever cast aside!
Over many years, my Divine blogger friends and I, here on WordPress have been writing about our own true Awakening and Ascension experience. We wanted to not only record this very special transformational time, but to share with others what’s going on, because with understanding it is so much easier to get through this time in good stead.
We have written our stories and created a series of 3 e-books for you to enjoy reading at your leisure. You’ll know this post speaks to you if you feel an inner stir, maybe hope and are encouraged to read deeper. It is time to be brave and trust yourself to journey further… out of the matrix and join us creating NewEarth from within… a life of joyful celebration and self-governance.
Today IAM publishing again, Brian’s Awakening story for you to enjoy reading. Below you’ll find our 3 free e-books to download and be inspired by our true stories of Awakening. Yes we did it, and so can you.
My Awakening Experience… This is Me, This is Who I AM, Brian
I am struggling a bit on what to write here because at the root I have to question…
“What is awakening?” and “Am I awake?”.
That seems like the best place to start and I hope that I am able to pepper in the spirit of the challenge and hit the points. If not, I beg forgiveness, but whatever comes out here is what I have done.
So, what is awakening? I will skip looking up the Webster’s dictionary definition of the word and go to the heart of how I define awakening. To me, being awake is being aware and mindful that reality is deeper than what we perceive on the surface. I keep wanting to assign additional attributes to this that are more feelings than realization of the true nature of things.
Based on this simple definition, am I awake? I would have to say no, but I think the key here is to look at this as a verb and not a noun. I am not awake, but I am awakening. This is a process. One of growth and determination. One where I must drop the search to truly find. I am awakening. I am.
“That which makes you think that you are a human is not human. It is but a dimensionless point of consciousness, a conscious nothing; all you can say about yourself is: ‘I am’. You are pure being-awareness-bliss. To realize that is the end of all seeking. You come to it when you see all you think yourself to be as a mere imagination and stand aloof in pure awareness of the transient as transient, imaginary as imaginary, unreal as unreal.”
Looking back to childhood, as Barbara suggests, I remember lying on my bedroom floor with a stuffed tiger, similar to Hobbes, and then feeling myself rise out of my body. Whether this was a lucid dream or a transmigration of my conscious, I don’t know. This happened a couple of times in my early childhood, but not since. I remember being interested in the book of Revelation growing up. The end of times. I was raised Christian and I never really understood the getting “saved” concept.
When I turned 16 I was in church with my mom and I did feel something. Something ushering me to make some sort of commitment. I went up front and cried. My family was happy and it was sort of a congratulatory type of thing. I wondered afterward if I didn’t do it just because it was expected. I do remember that it was a very strong feeling that made me want to stand up in front of the church and lay myself out. However, I don’t know that it really changed who I was or what I did.
I never stood in the prayer circle at high school where the other Christian students professed their faith and devotion every morning. I just didn’t get it. I did pray and I still do, but the focus of my prayers has changed from an anthropomorphic deity to myself. When I got to college, I pretty much was separated from my mom urging me to go to school every Sunday to just dropping it all together.
I am not sure how that has felt to her, but she has never said anything or pushed me to go in my adult life. I never remember my dad going to church other than for weddings or funerals, and she never pushed him to go or made him feel bad about not going either. My mother is a very strong woman in many ways and her faith is really at the top of that list. I really admire her and as I have evolved my philosophies, I never disdain her for her beliefs.
During college I smoked weed and took philosophy classes. I majored in computer science with a minor in math. I have always been interested in physics and science through I never pursued expanding my education in those areas. College exposed me to ideas beyond my Christian background. It allowed me to see that the world and its inhabitants are very diverse. Many different viewpoints. Many different beliefs. And we are all here trying to understand something. Trying to better ourselves. The other thing that college brought out in retrospect was that things could be explained. Our understanding of the inner workings of the universe could be broken down into bits and pieces. A seemingly simple formula could describe complex motion. Things that humans developed could grow and learn on their own.
Between my junior and senior year, I decided that I did not want to go back home for the summer. I wanted to get an internship and start preparing myself for the “real” world. Mostly, I wanted to free myself more of who I was and what I identified with by living with my parents. I opened up the phone book under software development and I started calling. Rejection after rejection and I got down to O and I struck gold. I spoke with the owner of this small software development company and I sent them my resume. They didn’t ask me any technical questions. It was an informal discussion more focused around my personality and how I learn. I got the job. I still work for the company 14 years later.
After I got the job, I realized that I actually knew nothing about the programming languages that were being used. I went to Borders and bought a thousand plus page book on Visual Basic and I also picked up “Wherever You Go, There You Are” by Jon Kabat Zinn. I still have that book, but not the book on Visual Basic. Programming languages come and go. Techniques change and things are modernized. The awareness and awaking described in “WYGTYA” will still apply many years from now.
I never really had what I would call an awakening experience. I have heard Tolle say that with his experience he just walked around and sat in the park for 3 days blissed out. One time lying on my couch letting things go, I did feel sort of the roller coaster sensation that he described, but I pulled myself out of it and only one other time have come close to something akin to the death of ego that he describes.
I eventually got married (maybe a story for another time, I feel I am getting off track) and had kids. I truly look at being a parent as the ultimate learning experience. Not just in how to raise another human being, but I have two little mirrors running around my house. I see their reaction to things and I see myself either now or in the past. I see them picking up on things that I do. They are an expression of my self, but they are their own unique individual self. They are a combination of my wife, me, and everything before us. Then they sprinkle in their own unique flavor.
The biggest thing for me is allowing them to be themselves. Since they seem so much like me, I have to hold back from projecting myself on them. I want to jump to how I would react in a situation. I need to give them the freedom to respond and react on their own. This is the true teaching. See yourself in others, but don’t assume that they are you.
My friends grew up, got married, had kids, got divorced…. We philosophized and decided to try marijuana again. This was a very opening experience on a few levels. The experiences initially were a slingshot into a different way of thinking. The layers of reality started to peel away and I felt myself being more open. At one point I was lying on the floor listening to music and I saw different scenes from my life. I zoomed out and saw those scenes floating around like TV screens. I could zoom in where I wanted, but I zoomed out further. The pieces fit together and I could see things outside of my life. I zoomed out further and it was as if the scenes were forming an interlocking pattern of birds like an MC Escher drawing.
I went further and the patterns were forming an undulating purple tube. I woke up. I felt like I had really experienced something beyond myself. I tried to relate this to someone a few days later and their response was along the lines of brushing it off. That really hit me hard. Doubt sunk in and the joy of the experience faded. I realize that while marijuana may help open my eyes, it won’t keep them open because of that doubt.
While trying to come up with the next “big idea”, I find tumblr. I am drawn in by the images and beauty on many levels. I reblog stuff and write out some of my own ideas. I find quotes and images and blogs dedicated to awakening. I start to dip my toes into the ocean of information. The main thing I pull from this is a theory of mindfulness and a real push to start a meditation practice.
I keep my eyes and mind open and what I read starts to make more and more sense. I am exposed to the Buddha, Lao Tzu, the Dalai Lama, Shunryu Suzuki, Alan Watts, Eckhart Tolle, Nisargadatta Maharaj, Jiddu Krishnamurti, Sadhguru, and many other modern day “regular” people like The Wanderling, Samsaran Musing and Lazy Yogi. Inspired by the last two, I decide that I want to go further in and share my thoughts and experiences.
“You don’t have to let go of anything. You have to realize that everything has let go of you. You are not attached to anything in reality. Everything will die and change regardless of your love and attachment.”
It is all a mess at first, but my main goal is to just be honest. This site provides somewhat of a layer of anonymity, and the people that follow me here, I do not know outside of the site. This allows a bit of freedom that I would feel uncomfortable with if I were to shout it out in public. So just like this post, I am trying to bare my soul for both your benefit and mine. One thing that I have learned through this blogging adventure is that with each post I make I learn more about myself. I project out into the world and a reflection comes back that I can analyze and adjust. There is the anxiety sometimes of “what will they think of me after they read this” or “will this post get any likes”, but I try to drop that more and more.
Life is beyond meaning and that’s why it is so beautiful… I slowly grow the blog and I will let it speak for itself. You can read about my journey over the past year. One of the highlights is my trip to Inner Engineering. Just like my spiritual practice, I dip in my toes, but remain skeptical. This is probably the thing that I am learning the most about myself. I need to find a way to make myself more committed and drop the doubt and expectations.
Sometimes I feel out of my depth when writing, like I am writing about something that I really have no authority to write about, but I do it anyway. When I read my posts again months later, I feel pretty good about what I wrote. My post on “Mirror Image” was something I wrote a year ago and posted on Tumblr. I recycle. But yeah, probably half of what I write, I am just winging it.
However, I try to never write bullshit. I try to keep it true to what my thoughts are at the moment. I really enjoy the community of friends that I have here on WordPress and other sites. I am not as interactive as I should be, but I try to stop by and read as I have time or feel guilty. I am very thankful for the loyal readers here and those that just stop by for whatever reason. You are part of my journey. I grow and learn for you.
My main reason for saying that I am not awake or enlightened or whatever you want to call it, is that I still feel tied to the matrix. I still feel part of this body. I still feel part of this illusion, and I just can’t seem to break it. I feel that I have this big Kensho, satori moment looming nearby where the dam will break and the valley will be flooded and washed clean. I think it is because I look for it, that I cannot find it. In the moments where I have not been looking, I have come the closest to finding.
Everyone and everything is a reflection of the self. There is an underlying reality that the senses perceive and the mind interprets. It forms this additional layer of reality that we reside in now. This is useful. It allows us to interact, communicate and share. However, it is not reality, it is only a perception bent by past experiences and identification producing a false projection into the future. The past and future are nothing but machinations of the mind. We only have what is in front of us.
Since everyone and everything is a reflection of the self, how we treat other people is really how we are treating our self. Karma. Karma is not just debt carried to the next life. It is that, but it is also current moment evaluation and guilt over decisions made. In a moment, we have the capacity for unlimited response. With what we have available at that moment we can choose how we respond to a situation. If we respond with something less than we know we should, then that generates bad karma. A seed is sown immediately. This seed grows into plant that continues to dominate our life until we decide that we can change and either chop it down or nurture it.
Manifest your destiny. Live an extraordinary life. Be you independent of the thoughts that you think other people think of you. I write this for me as much as (if not more than) for you.
I want to revisit the topic, describing my awakening experience. One word. Now. And I have changed my mind, I am none of these things.
You can read more about Brian’s journey on his website http://bullzen.wordpress.com
Affects and Changes of the Awakening Earth and Humanity
The Earth and Humankind are all part of a Natural Shift of Consciousness that is occurring now. Our solar system finds itself surrounded by a higher expansional energy; a new energy that we have called forth in our declaration for no more fear, greed and power-mongering.
It is an energy that resonates with LOVE. Love that Humans have learned to FEEL here on Earth. A love that creates DivineHumanBeings, allowing them to live in a peaceful and harmonious surrounding on Earth.
This new energy, of intense light actually affects the magnetic make-up of our whole solar system. Creating intense magnetic storms on our sun, where strong solar flares reach the Earths orbit and interfere with the magnetics within the Earth and the Human Being.
The Human body contains millions of tiny magnetic particles that interconnect through Human antennas to the Earth’s magnetic field, enabling the Human to receive and transmit consciousness which influence the physical body and all its internal systems.
The interference of the magnetic field is causing a cleansing effect on Earth, physical shifting and shaking the earth and her inhabitants, creating unusual weather patterns and within the Human Being; cleansing people from all their fears and yesterdays. It is actually the most beautiful gift that we can receive.
Intense light to naturally awaken our consciousness, changing our DNA and crystalising our molecules. Our inner light, our being is being ignited anew, clearing our body of past debris, burning away everything that no longer serves us, leaving nothing but pure love and passion within each Human Being and the Earth.
During this Shift in Consciousness… our Awakening is affecting our mental, emotional and physical bodies, pulling us all ways and putting us through some uncomfortable and painful times. Not only are we integrating and releasing all our own past life patterns and karma that no longer serves us, but that of all our ancestors that have lived before us.
Our Body Consciousness; Body, Mind, Spirit and Aspects is naturally finding a new balance of Sovereign ONENESS.
It is most important neither to fight nor to give in, but to trust that everything is all so perfect. This is our journey that we have chosen to live now so let’s enjoy the ride and allow our Embodied Ascension to happen quite naturally.
Physical… Aches and pains in the joints, especially neck, shoulders and back, heat sensations beyond the menopause, feeling hot and cold, feeling dizzy and shaky, vertigo, ringing in the ears, nauseous, extreme itchy skin, red patchy & lumpy skin, exhaustion and feeling tired, waking up a lot, headaches and migraine, stomach aches and indigestion, no appetite, extremes of diarrhoea and constipation, eating a lot, heart palpitations, irregular heartbeat
Emotional… Crying, deep sadness, confused, nervousness, passionless, anger, extreme fear
Mental… Anxious, intense dreaming, loneliness, not thinking straight, foggy, not remembering, losing words, depressed
Barbara’s suggestions for more comfort
Consciously breathing in the new energy, especially in painful areas and fearful feelings for at least 10 mins. at a time, healthy daily eating of protein, good fats, lots of fruit and veg (fibre), drink plenty of fresh water (with pinch seasalt/bicarb of soda once a week), moderate use of caffeine, coffee, tea and alcohol, positive and loving self talk, soaking the body in Epsom salts and lavender oil, walking in nature or some form of gentle exercise you enjoy 20 mins a day, sleep a lot… napping through the day if possible, trust yourself… even when doubt tries to creep into your mind.
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