Megan’s Awakening & Dealing with Chronic Pain…

Back in 2014…

Together with my Divine brothers and sisters we began journaling our Awakening Journey, about how we were experiencing our Ascension. Raising our vibration from fear to love that allowed us to be able to see the bigger picture and the Magnificent World we live in; a field full of new potential.

We wrote about balancing, Body, Mind & Spirit that allowed us to step out of our old dual reality and experience of fear, pain and struggle, into a new reality of unity and experiencing love, peace and freedom.

Over a period of 4 years we created and published our True Awakening stories in a series of 3 FREE E-Books… to inspire and support mass consciousness who are naturally Awakening and experiencing this great Shift of Consciousness now.

Do YOU find yourself Awakening on your own Ascension journey? Realising there is so much more to yourself and life than you’ve ever been made to believe?

This journey is not an easy one, but when you understand what’s going on and how essential it is to help yourself on this journey… by simply embracing all of yourself, all the pain, struggle and not be afraid, judge or doubt yourself, you begin to change the whole energy dynamic surrounding your Ascension Process.

For this reason IAM re-publishing our stories to help inspire you now to look at your own life in a new light, and be able to intuit your own truth and step into a life of freedom. 

This week Megan from LiveKen shares with us her Awakening Story of how she faced her chronic pain.

Megans Awakening Experience… 

For as long as I can remember I have had the feeling that I didn’t quite fit in where I was. I have always had my share of medical conditions having had asthma and eczema my whole life and I’ve also had my share of negative experience throughout my childhood. My parents divorced when I was still young and my siblings and I went through an extended period of upheaval as a result of this.

I think from a very early age I shut myself off from the world. Not completely, but enough that I could feel reasonably safe. I always struggled to make friends and when I did manage to I conformed with what they were doing but still felt like I was outside of the group looking in, unwanted and alone. These early experiences left me anxious and withdrawn.

When my husband and I first met I went through the same turmoil, but with his patience, support and love I believe I have gotten over my insecurities regarding our relationship and those with our friends and family. Over the past 10 years with my husband I had achieved a lot and finally built up the courage to do the things I thought I’d never do. The problem was I still had this nagging felling in my heart that my life wasn’t complete and I wasn’t really where I wanted to be.

My life was great, I had a loving husband, my health, a job I loved doing and friends and family who love us and support us, but I was still missing something.

In April 2013, my health was taken away from me and I ended up on long term sick leave due to chronic pain and fatigue. Although at first view this seemed like a disaster, as I haven’t worked since then and haven’t been able to go out with friends and family as I would like to, I have tried to see the positive in this situation.

Being unable to do much of anything for the first 4 months or so, and my brain foggy more than 80% of the time, I had a lot of time to think. I decided that this was my opportunity to look at my life and work out what my priorities are to make sure I can live the best life I can.

I have spent the past few months dismantling my life in my mind and trying to work out who I really am and what my real passions are so I can live a purposeful, fulfilling life. I have taken up the practice of daily yoga and meditation which has allowed me to focus for longer periods of time and reduce my pain levels a little. This practice has taught me to listen to my body and my soul and to be more mindful and present in the world around me.

At the moment I am capable of short walks and outings as long as I am well rested. I have the clarity of mind to focus on tasks in 30 minute intervals (max) and so slowly and patiently I have begun to explore my creativity.

Moving forward into 2014 and beyond, I am hoping to define what and who the best ME is.

I am mindful of my physical limitations and hope to be able to increase my ability to participate in physical activities such as walking, riding, swimming and weight bearing exercises. However, I accept that this might be a very long and drawn out process.

Mentally, I hope to find a balance in life where my ability to focus is such that I’m able to work to some extent (even part time) and still participate in my creative activities I am beginning to surround myself with, such as writing, sewing, painting and drawing.

Spiritually, I will continue to focus on finding peace and contentment in my life and finding balance and connection between mind and body. I am still struggling with the idea of putting my needs and myself first. I must find a way to balance my desire to please and help others and keep the peace with what I know deep inside that I need in my life to make it complete.

This is a journey I am on and it has only just begun. I will find a way to manage my conditions so that I can live a fulfilling and purposeful life of peace and contentment.

Megan went on to have a child and wrote and published her story of Chronic Pain. You can read more about her journey and fellow sufferers of Chronic Pain on her website.

Affects and Changes of the Awakening Earth and the Humanity

The Earth and Humankind are all part of a Natural Shift of Consciousness that is occurring now. Our solar system finds itself surrounded by a higher expansional energy; a new energy that we have called forth in our declaration for no more fear, greed and power-mongering. 

It is an energy that resonates with LOVE. Love that Humans have learned to FEEL here on Earth. A love that creates DivineHumanBeings, allowing them to live in a peaceful and harmonious surrounding on Earth. 

This new energy, of intense light actually affects the magnetic make-up of our whole solar system. Creating intense magnetic storms on our sun, where strong solar flares reach the Earths orbit and interfere with the magnetics within the Earth and the Human Being.

The Human body contains millions of tiny magnetic particles that interconnect through Human antennas to the Earth’s magnetic field, enabling the Human to receive and transmit consciousness which influence the physical body and all its internal systems.

The interference of the magnetic field is causing a cleansing effect on Earth, physical shifting and shaking the earth and her inhabitants, creating unusual weather patterns and within the Human Being; cleansing people from all their fears and yesterdays. It is actually the most beautiful gift that we can receive. 

Intense light to naturally awaken our consciousness, changing our DNA and crystalising our molecules. Our inner light, our being is being ignited anew, clearing our body of past debris, burning away everything that no longer serves us, leaving nothing but pure love and passion within each Human Being and the Earth.

During this Shift in Consciousness… our Awakening is affecting our mental, emotional and physical bodies, pulling us all ways and putting us through some uncomfortable and painful times. Not only are we integrating and releasing all our own past life patterns and karma that no longer serves us, but that of all our ancestors that have lived before us. 

Our Body Consciousness; Body, Mind and Spirit is naturally finding a new balance.

It is most important neither to fight nor to give in, but to trust that everything is all so perfect. This is our journey that we have chosen to live now so let’s enjoy the ride and allow our Embodied Ascension to happen quite naturally.

Awakening Symptoms

Physical… Aches and pains in the joints, especially neck, shoulders and back, heat sensations beyond the menopause, feeling hot and cold, feeling dizzy and shaky, vertigo, ringing in the ears, nauseous, itchy skin, red patchy skin especially the face, exhaustion and feeling tired, waking up a lot, headaches and migraine, stomach aches and indigestion, no appetite, extremes of diarrhea and constipation, eating a lot, heart palpitations, irregular heartbeat 

Emotional… Crying, deep sadness, confused, nervousness, passionless 

Mental… Anxious, intense dreaming, loneliness, not thinking straight, losing words, depressed 

Barbara’s suggestions for more comfort

Consciously breathing in the new energy, especially in painful areas, 10 mins. a day, healthy daily eating of protein, good fats, lots of fruit and veg,
drink plenty of fresh water, moderate use of caffeine, coffee, tea and alcohol, positive and loving self talk, soaking the body in Epsom salts and lavender oil, walking in nature or some form of gentle exercise you enjoy 20 mins a day, sleep a lot… napping through the day if possible, trust yourself… even when doubt tries to creep into your mind.

You can download our FREE 3 part series of True Awakening Experiences here…

True Awakening Experiences Part I ©2014
True Awakening Experiences… Part II ©2016
True Awakening Experiences… Part III ©2018

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Join the discussion and tell us your opinion.

July 13, 2020 at 15:08

Thank you for sharing this story, Barbara, and your continual example of what it takes and what it’s like to awaken. It is a journey, a long one at that. Looking back at who I was compared to who I am today, I am amazed, as I am sure you are with yourself, how far I have come. I didn’t purposely do this or ask for this journey. I just knew I desired change for I did not like who I was or what I brought with me from my childhood. I was determined even as a child, to change. I got lost for many years in the depravity that was the outcome of my childhood yet still something was always there, urging me to go within. After more then my share of painful experiences that left me disconnected from the world, I found myself on a journey that is leading me to being the Master of my own life. When everything I knew to be my life fell to ashes, the Phoenix began to rise. Love these stories that make me revel in my own journey. Thank you, Barbara. Much love to you! xo

Barbara Frankenreply
July 14, 2020 at 09:04
– In reply to: AmyRose🌹

Ah Amy, isn’t it marvellous to be able to rock and roll in the beautiful harmonics of our own life… to dance wildly in the creative juices we have allowed to flow and bring us into a new adventure. We are all the evidence of hope, of how we can be the miracle💃🏼🕺🌈❤️ Thankyou so much Amy for joining us here revealing in Megan’s journey🥰 much love and joy❤️

Mark Lanesburyreply
July 14, 2020 at 00:52

That is a big journey Megan, to find your life has been dismantled suddenly and left you wandering unsure of a direction, let alone understanding what is happening. Yes our survival instincts cut in, but in the beginning it just seems like a never ending pain, confusion and little ability to cope with it.
Time goes by and we do come to grips with some of it, other parts seemingly clinging to our hearts refusing to give us peace. They are the parts that make us who we are, the scar makers, wisdom teachers and the ones we finally ‘let go’ to live another life. The one we create because of this very journey.
Take a bow dear lady, to even have the courage to stand and speak here takes great heart. Your heart is at full mast and flying in the breeze 😀 ❤️ 🙏🏽 🦋

Mark Lanesburyreply
July 14, 2020 at 00:53

Barbara, another post, that’s two…a new era is coming into being 😂

Barbara Frankenreply
July 14, 2020 at 08:56
– In reply to: Mark Lanesbury


Mark Lanesburyreply
July 14, 2020 at 10:18

❤️ 🙏🏽 🦋

Sue Dreamwalkerreply
July 29, 2020 at 21:54

Dearest Barbara thank you for sharing Megan’s story again, and a remarkable story of achievement in discovering herself. A journey we are all here to discover as we unlock the keys from within as we align and morph into this new transformational process..
So many of our childhoods are similar in that we feel alone and withdrawn, finding it difficult to mix and make friends..
Loved reading and also your own insights Barbara.. I hope Megan, you have grown from strength to strength.. <3

Barbara Frankenreply
July 31, 2020 at 17:37
– In reply to: Sue Dreamwalker

Megan’s courage goes from strength to strength and in sharing her story we can encourage the child within to dare step out and embrace love for themselves… it will get them everywhere as we surely know. Thankyou Sue for your loving presence and support through it all❤️🙏

Sue Dreamwalkerreply
August 2, 2020 at 12:06
– In reply to: Barbara Franken


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