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I Remember…

August 19, 2019

It is a beautiful practice to look back on one’s Human journey and remember all the great and not so great moments we experience. It allows one to give everything a sacred place and understand how every experience, for better or worse is distilled as loving wisdom, and becomes part of the expression of who each is now.

As we all find ourselves in the midst of this natural Shift of Consciousness… it is becoming more and more evident that in order to physically move our Body, Mind & Spirit form beyond the experience of duality and experience Unity, it is essential to quite simply acknowledge and embrace all our old beliefs in lack, fear and trauma that have been waiting for attention… AND as if by magic the stuck energy releases itself from the body/mind, allowing it to flow and move in Divine ease and grace into the next exciting adventure.

I originally wrote the following poem back in 2010 as I remembered my triumphs and struggles in our MasterCreator class. I dedicated it to my loving mum (who is now 83 years young), who played a wonderful role with me, but as a growing rebellious child I never appreciated it!

I Remember…

I REMEMBER feeling you for the first time, so soft and cuddly,
and feeling a sense of belonging…

I REMEMBER blowing out my first birthday candle,

making a mess and bouncing in an indoor chair…

I REMEMBER playing with my sister outdoors and in our conservatory

watching the caterpillars, chrysalis and butterflies transform in jam-jars…

I REMEMBER taking care of our pet guinea-pig,

rabbit and cat and the pony who still remains in my imagination…

I REMEMBER hearing the piano played, the fingers so fluent

on the keys and my music lessons on the guitar…

I REMEMBER playing with my friends in the park and

digging our garden with my dad and sister…

I REMEMBER trips to my grandparents in the country and in the town

celebrating family birthdays, weddings and christmas..

I REMEMBER the inner joy I always felt at christmas time, santa’s sherry

and mince pie, made possible by you and dad’s love and excitement…

I REMEMBER us going away on holidays, riding donkeys, making

sand castles and running on the beach and into the sea…

I REMEMBER feeling tensions, tears and sadness
but didn’t know how to deal with it…

I REMEMBER watching you wash the clothes and dishes,

cleaning the house and you teaching me to iron…

I REMEMBER loving to watch films with my dad and

sister and crackerjack at 5 to 5…

I REMEMBER your love for flowers, the smell of your

roses and admiring your green fingers…

I REMEMBER feeling rebellious, a sense of conflict between me and the

outside world and being called mary-mary-quite-contrary…

I REMEMBER finding it hard to breathe for a while and feeling an

inner urge to explore, find freedom and who I truly was…

I REMEMBER you letting me go… to begin my adventure alone,

my wings expanded in confidence, I took off to discover beyond…

It has taken time for me to look at the mixture of feelings I have
ever felt and to see them as part of my experience, not who IAM…

You can know the sprinkle of your love and joy, has overflowed into

me and has become one with my own sense of loving self…

Love forever intertwined, your nurturing is my nurturing, your love

is my love, your joy is my joy, you are and IAM one…

Each morning I awake in a bundle of love, have a sense of joy and

excitement and arise to create another best moment exploring All That Is…

I turn my head around and feel your presence, your embrace and I gently

kiss you on the cheek saying thank you for being you…

LOVE IS INFINITE… YOU AND ME… I LOVE YOU 
Your loving daughter Barbara xxx 

Barbara Franken… Creative Visionary & Master Creator
Inspiring New Energy Consciousness & Multi-Dimensional Living

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12 Comments

  • Reply Writing to Freedom August 19, 2019 at 16:47

    Lovely poem and tribute to remembering and accepting what was so we can move forward with love.

    • Reply Barbara Franken August 28, 2019 at 08:47

      Thankyou Brad, it actually brought me to tears remembering and wondering why I never appreciated it back then❤️ I’ve more than made up for it now and yes, accepting and allowing myself to fully love myself and the world in turn😘 love Barbara x

  • Reply IreneDesign2011 August 19, 2019 at 17:13

    Very beautiful poem Barbara, you describe your connection with your mother so amazing.

    • Reply Barbara Franken August 28, 2019 at 08:42

      Thankyou dear Irene for enjoying this very special poem remembering my growing years at home… we are actually so blessed❤️ sending you love x

  • Reply Dr. Andrea Dinardo August 19, 2019 at 20:42

    So much power in this post. Elegant & uplifting.
    Thank you Barbara for the beautiful start to my week!
    Andrea

    • Reply Barbara Franken August 28, 2019 at 08:41

      Andrea so lovely to feel your presence and share my writing with you, Thankyou for resonating and your kind words, much love to you x

  • Reply Sue Dreamwalker August 26, 2019 at 11:51

    Barbara this poem brought tears and smiles at the same time.. Such a lovely poem Remembering!.. I smiled as Cracker Jack.. one of my favourites..
    And you too had an imaginary Horse.. LOL… 🙂 Mine was a white stallion like on the Lone Ranger! hehe..

    Just a wonderful poem Barbara I am delighted you shared it with us here.. And as Irene says, that lovely connection with your Mother shines through..
    Much love to you and your Mum… <3

    • Reply Barbara Franken August 28, 2019 at 08:36

      Sue a white stallion, big and strong similar to my black beauty! Thankyou for sharing your time here, always appreciated… yes my mum is doing so well, I’ve been nursing her and reminiscing… how we all change! sending love to you x

    Share your love ... thank you x

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