A Selection of True Awakening Experiences Part II
Welcome February 2016, this is certainly a year full of high vibrational energy that continues to bombard our low density home on Mother Earth and our old way of living. It is shaking everything and everyone up to feel our core and choose in the quietness of the conscious breath how each of us wants to live our life. It is of the utmost importance that we each find a way to make ourself feel safe and grounded and maintain the courage to go after our dreams and be our most Magnificent Self… NO MATTER WHAT.
During the last 3 years, I have made many magnificent friends here on WordPress where we continue to INSPIRE each other with our storytelling. This month I have put up a February Challenge for my friends and I to write each day about our AWAKENING experience and where we find ourselves now on our journey of self-realisation and freedom. There are still some places left on the schedule for you to join us and write about your journey, so please contact me.
When we are aware of our own existence, aware of both the light and the darkness that we each ultimately are, we can begin to relax into our Body Consciousness (body, mind and spirit); All that we are and create our heart and soul’s desire in the heart of life.
My above quote explains to me that ‘AWAKENING’ ultimately allows each of us to know or perceive… the truth of who we truly are… both Human and Divine… a multi-dimensional being who chooses in each moment to live and celebrate life in a joyous and loving way on the Earth plane and beyond.
Barbara’s Awakening Experience
For many years in my awakened state I have felt the natural integration of my Divine body and mind coming together as one with my Physical body and mind… that continues gradually and gently to this day. This allows me to live a most enlightened life… even when IAM in the midst of relationships and circumstances that reflect old patterns/parts of the Human game that I have chosen to no longer be part of, but allow them to be my gifts, in order that I may complete my transformation… to my translucent and crystalline DivineHuman self and bring about my vision of a harmonious and peaceful New Earth.
The full story of my Awakening, Integration and Enlightenment can be read in my recently published book Your Magnificent Self… A Journey to Freedom that is available from all major online bookstores. Links are available on my website http://memymagnificentself.com
What I want to write for this post is a more detailed account of how IAM allowing my darkness to come up to the surface that is ready for release.
Since moving to Benalmadena in 2014, Tom and I have felt so happy and met some wonderful friends, walked many miles exploring the beautiful rugged coastline, found a wonderful ‘low carbohydrate’ eating life style and have been inspired to pursue our creative passions. One of my passions has been to write, illustrate and publish my first book Your Magnificent Self… A Journey to Freedom and IAM now busy writing and illustrating with my grandson a children’s version… Me, My Magnificent Self.
One of the endings I write in my book are the words…
I will continue to dissolve everything that no longer serves me… distil all my Human life experiences into wise and passionate essence… absorb all my physical biology into my new crystalline structure… and gracefully attract and bring in appropriate energies to help me live a most magnificent and balanced life here on Earth.
As this is indeed what I have been experiencing this last year, I would like to share it here with you.
Where I find myself Now on my Journey of Self-Realisation and Freedom…
My book is published and what a great book launch I had with the support of many magnificent friends, locally on the Costa Del Sol and online around the world…. I remain ever grateful to all the love, trust and ongoing reviews and marketing shares that continue to help bring my own true love story into the world to inspire others to realise their own true potential.
However, when my launch was all over, I began to get quite emotional about some situations I found myself in. It didn’t really occur to me that it was anything to do with me… afterall I was on a roll, achieved so much after realizing my freedom…even while experiencing physical grief with my own ‘perception of BEAUTY’.
I was talking to my husband and friend about the unpleasant circumstances that were playing out in front of me and decided to write a blog post about it, as writing always inspires me to see the truth of what is happening. The gist of my post was about being quiet and allowing myself to observe a situation and choose to respond either as ms amazing (my Divine self) or ms miserable, (my Human self).
I thought no more about it and celebrated Christmas and New year with my family in England and prepared for our winter holiday visiting our children and grandchild in the Caribbean. After a good flight we arrived safely in St Maarten and were greeted by our whole family. It wasn’t long this first day that my confrontation began and I found myself in the depth of an unpleasant circumstance that I saw playing out in front of me. I couldn’t believe it and I observed myself sink into the role of ‘poor me’ as I began complaining, feeling hurt and stamping my feet.
Because I was consciously observing this happening, I didn’t allow myself to wallow in the victim role for too long. I sensed it went very deep and was a continuation of the situation back home and I needed to pay attention because I knew deep down it was very much everything to do with me. In a quiet moment I asked my Divine self to help me understand what was happening… and sure enough, without much delay information flooded into my consciousness/awareness.
When I first made my choice to be free of the struggle and limitation of the Human Game, I automatically gave myself permission to release everything that no longer served me and in particular the parts of me that were embedded deep within. What I had begun to physically experience, the circumstances and relationships around me, were all reflecting back to me past memories buried very deep, coming up to the surface for release.
I knew it wasn’t about my falling back into the game of judgment and doubt, it was about loving the parts of myself that had been terribly broken and feeling betrayed and unloved. It was about me embracing All of my darkness and feeling joyful in the acceptance of All of myself. Accepting all the roles I had ever played, the roles I lost, as well as won because they were all part of my very existence. The remaining broken, betrayed and unloved parts of myself were ready for release and were playing out on the surface of my physical reality, waiting for me to be aware… accept… and embrace.
What was happening was much more than my choosing to be ms amazing or ms miserable, it was for me to truly perceive and understand how my Divine self; the inner core of my Human physical self is always reflecting my physical reality and for me to truly acknowledge and embrace my broken, betrayed and unloved parts that are now ready to be released and transformed into new potential for myself.
IAM after all a Master Creator who vibrates everything IAM into my existence. This is why it is so important I imagine and be my highest feeling of love, joy and abundance for it to manifest in my life…. NO MATTER WHAT.
So I say a big thank you to this circumstance, to the person who ultimately gave me this precious gift of experience and expanding my freedom by showing me my broken, betrayed and unloved past so that I could embrace it and release it. More space and freedom to bring in new potential to play, have fun and create with in the New Energy Consciousness that exists in each conscious moment.
Please enjoy this month of inspiring true awakening experiences… and if you would like to join us and share your true story, please check the schedule for open dates and let me know and I’ll include you.
Tomorrow you can go over to Michaels blog and read about where he finds himself now on his journey of Self-Realisation.
Barbara Franken… Creative Visionary & Master Creator
memymagnificentself.com
‘Consciousness expands and Humankind takes a quantum leap into the unknown as they discover how to go beyond seduction, limitation, the ailing and ageing body and the death trigger. They enjoy living and creating as Loving DivineHumanBeings in a time-less space of freedom and an expanding field of potential where they experience rejuvenation, abundance and an infinite flow of pure love and joy.’
‘Allow my DivineHuman story to resonate with your heart and soul, and transcend you beyond religion, science and spirituality into the depths of your own Magnificent Consciousness; the timeless and sacred space of infinite potential’. Barbara Franken, DivineHuman Master Creator
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Thanks for sharing, Barbara. It seems that the awakening puts us in a state where all the formerly suppressed stuff can come up for release again. Either in meditation, or when someone is pushing our buttons.
“it was about loving the parts of myself that had been terribly broken and feeling betrayed and unloved. It was about me embracing All of my darkness and feeling joyful in the acceptance of All of myself. ”
It is inspiring to hear that you managed to do that even though this can be so challenging.
Peace,
Karin
I have now come to the understanding that it only remains challenging if we remain unconscious of our life, actions and words… That’s why IAM so passionate about inspiring others to awaken to who they truly are and what their life is all about… Love to you Karen x barbara
Thanks for sharing your story Barbara. This was a good reminder for me to embrace my recent challenges and all of myself with love and to bring it all back home into loving awareness.
blessings, Brad
Hi Brad… You know the saying about a donkey not hitting himself on the same stone… I truly felt my freedom expand and know I won’t hit this stone again.. Love to you X barbara
Wonderful, Barbara. Embracing and loving the parts of ourselves that deal with the residual pain that shows up to be healed not only frees ourselves, but puts that healing vibration out there to ripple wherever it needs to go. I smiled and chuckled reading the part where you were stamping your feet. You let yourself have it, but didn’t set up camp there. Thanks for sharing. I still haven’t gotten your book yet, and will order it today.
Peace
Mary
Thankyou Mary for resonating with my post and feeling my feet stamping on the ground… It was conscious fun and we can only do this because we are all very much Human. Thanks so much for your trust in me and buying my book… I would love to hear how you found it.
Love to you, Barbara x
Thank you Barbara. I love the fact that with some self-realization we are a step ahead of those who still fall into self sabotage. Learning continually.
Hello Susan, thanks so much for taking the time to read my post and resonate with waking up from our deep Human sleep and be the Master Creators we all truly are…. Lovely to meet you here on WordPress x Barbara
What a happy shift, so uplifting to read about it, thank you! Love heals and creates miracles indeed. We are in continuous “unconditional flow”. 😉 Love, Deelia
So glad you enjoyed my story Deelia… the miracle is indeed flowing with the harmony of All that is… love to you x Barbara
Loved this piece and you are clearly a law of attraction fan. I particularly liked you comment that this is the age where we consciously choose the way we wish to live. This awareness is really what the awakening is about. We are so free, as Abraham-Hicks says, we can even choose bondage. That is how free we are. Everything we live is a choice and it’s time we stopped being so afraid of that responsibility and really took the adventure of what we can do with it.
Thankyou for resonating with my story… I’ve not really followed Abraham-Hicks or the Law of Attraction, I’ve only brought myself up knowing IAM consciousness and all energy serves me so I have to be responsible what I put out because it certainly comes back… NO MATTER WHAT. It’s great now that all teachings are coming together into one clear truth for more and more people to resonate and be able to be there highest vibration and most Magnificent Self. The teachings are also going much quicker and won’t take another 30 years (like myself) to come to my understanding. Have a wonderful day x Barbara
Thank you for your honesty here dear Barbara.. 🙂 Oh I can not begin to tell you how I so understand what you were saying.. I finished writing my own post yesterday for the the slot here within the awakening later this month.
My own need to be quiet and reflecting taking time out from blog land caused me to revisit some situations which took me back to my childhood..
We think we have done with peeling away those layers and still another crops up that is held so closely to our core..
Peeling them back and facing them, and seeing we can now release them and their contracts..
You are helping so many here explore their inner selves.. And our collective stories so often mirror each other as we let go of those masks and free ourselves for the change we are all part of creating 🙂
Love and Blessings dear sister 🙂
Dearest sweet Sue, when reading your words I felt your sweet loving consciousness embracing me… so I hope I can embrace you now with gratitude for being my Divine Friend. much love Barbara x
Dear Barbara, joining you here in fully embracing “all that is”, I have felt the “shift” as well my friend. Being our crystalline “selves” seems to accelerate “all” awakenings as we embrace our darkness as well. Heart to Heart Robyn