I never fit in… now I know why… I have a dream…

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IAM one of many who have a dream… a grand dream… just like Martin Luther King as he stated in his freedom speech in 1963, John Lennon’s song Imagine and Abba’s song I have a dream… My WordPress friends are all part of this dream, which I vividly dreamed one night, not so long ago… but first lets recap on some great words…

Let Freedom ring… Let us sing we are free at last… MLK
Imagine all the people… Living for today… Living life in peace… Sharing all the world… JL
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale… You can take the future even if you fail… Abba

I had not long joined this new company… WordPress… and was sitting at my computer, happily pressing the publish button of yet another blog post about my life experience… Living in the New Energy Consciousness… I had been running here and there the last couple of months trying to find out how things worked and the best way I could perform within this company…  I had come here because the name WordPress had crossed my path a few times and I had a feeling it could help me realise my dream…

I felt very overwhelmed at first, the Company and office space was so big, in total there were 72 glass tower building, standing side by side connected along the coast of a vast ocean, each tower had 144 floors and on each floor were 36 private offices…  My office actually looked out onto the lush nature, tall palm trees and beautifully coloured flowers that filled the wild gardens… under the palm trees were comfortable seats in which to relax during breaks… I was one of many bloggers here and I was wondering how I could keep up the pace, stay true to my heart and be part of this beautiful community… I had always loved writing, it helped order my understanding of what goes on in my life… I loved reading about other people’s true heartfelt experiences and loved the thought that I could attract true sacred friends to share my journey into the unknown with, to inspire, honour and support one another… both individually and together we could create a new world of love, peace and joy (a place where I could live in cooperation and harmony with others, with the magical feeling I experienced as small child during christmas time)… 

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From a very young age I remember wanting to fit in, at school, at work, with neighbours, with a community… but it was obvious I didn’t… I was different… I was the odd one out and for the last few years… ‘the crazy lady who danced under the full moon’…I tried for a long time helping others, spending time with others, creating unity, doing my utmost to fit in, to be like others, to be recognised as one of them… IAM here… Love me too… Until it dawned on me that I wasn’t like the others, I was different, I was unique and didn’t have to fit in… I could go out on a limb… (Shirley MacLaine book that triggered my initial awakening back in the late 80’s)… love myself, recognise myself and from this truth… stand out and shine my unique light as I went about enjoying my life, being creative, having fun with friends and family… and bringing my dream into my physical reality… The limited human world I had been a part of for so long had provided me with my experiences and brought me to this realisation and I was grateful, but I no longer had the need to be around people who chose to remain limited, ordinary and unconscious… it was time to move on… I wanted to be around awakened, extraordinary, unlimited and unique creators… creating a community together in which we could all thrive, inspire each other, creating our heart’s desire and being an example to awakening people…

To be the new standards, new energy pioneers, embodied ascended masters (DivineHumansBeings who are integrated with their divine essence and soul) to take humankind to the next level… expanding into the unknown, creating and living from the heart as never before…


Many bloggers had found their way to my office to let me know they liked my work and wanted to be part of my friendship circle… Some of them emanated light from their core being, their words were kind and sincere and this encouraged me to find out more about them, chat and get to know each other and join an ever expanding circle of sacred friends… Of course there were a few ‘old school’ bloggers who only wanted to get the most likes and followers… or only wanted to sell things… to make money and be powerful in the old way, with no connection of the heart… These people I gently smiled at and wished them well, hoping that someday their heart would awaken too…

I knew deep down that I didn’t have to worry, make no effort, but trust my daily intuition to guide me gently into a safe and expanding space, meeting fellow unique creators who had experienced similar past experiences of their own awakening… We were scattered all over the world, but the technology today allowed us to transport both energetically and physically into each others lives…  I had followed my hearts desire, I was where I needed to be, I felt my passion vibrating through my body, I was allowing myself to flow steadily into unknown territory, I knew that together with my new friends here, WordPress was becoming a sacred platform for creators with heart…a shining example, a new standard of living in the New Energy Consciousness… We were going to go far together… Oh my… indeed my dream was grand and it was integrating, merging into my physical reality…

Barbara Franken
Inspiring New Energy Consciousness…



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Wildflower Womenreply
November 28, 2013 at 16:39

Wow, Barbara you have said what I have felt so much of from the beginning of my journey, not just with Word Press, but in this lifetime. I have always felt different, and sometimes this has caused me to feel sad as I never fit into the place I was so desperately trying to fill. Then one day she decided to design a life she loved! Thank you and from the US where we are celebrating Thanksgiving today, I am thankful for you! <3

November 28, 2013 at 16:48

Happy thanksgiving to you… IAM here in the USA and will shortly be going to celebrate it with my grandkids… I felt so inspired to finish writing about my dream this morning… and felt it was so appropriate to publish it on a special thanksgiving day… Thankyou for being part of my sacred friendship here… it means so much… Have a lovely day xxx Barbara

November 28, 2013 at 17:28

Yes! A beautiful, resounding, magnificent YES in affirmation, soul sister. 😀
Love, Lehua

November 28, 2013 at 17:33
– In reply to: Lehua

So good to resonate with you Lehua… Barbara x

November 28, 2013 at 17:44

Thank you for sharing you dream with us. So many here have had a similar journey, square peg in a round hole syndrome. Martha Beck describes us as wayfinders and I say its our tribe. So welcome to our tribe and let’s continue to spread light and wonder everywhere.


November 28, 2013 at 18:49
– In reply to: lindalitebeing

Thank you for the welcome Linda… Have a great thanksgiving day… Barbara x

Eric Tonningsenreply
November 28, 2013 at 20:01

It is good to have a dream or a vision. It is even better to live it. We *are* a mass, moving forward. Thank you for your share, Barbara.

November 29, 2013 at 00:19

72 = 2cubed x 3squared. 144 = 12 squared = 3squared x 2squaredsquared. 36 = 6 squared = 2squared x 3squared.

YOUARE indeed magnificent. <3

November 29, 2013 at 06:25

Ooo..I loved the visual of your dream…it sounded like Atlantis for some reason..hehe.
Loved the way you wrote this post…it’s awesome to know that I could be part of this community! 🙂

November 30, 2013 at 19:29

What a beautiful creation! And we are all part of it 🙂 Yaaaay xox

December 1, 2013 at 00:16
– In reply to: shamanictracker

Hello there…. nice to see you here… from beautiful people… beautiful creations… and the more we are…. well lets find out what happens… Barbara

December 2, 2013 at 17:18

It is a wonderful comfort to accept myself as the unique being I am. While I have far to go on this journey, I am enjoying finding my way. I have much to learn and perhaps even a few things to teach along the way.It seems the teachers I need are showing up in unexpected places with the lessons I’m needed in the process.

December 2, 2013 at 18:07
– In reply to: suzicate

Yes acceptance for the perfection we are in each moment… We are all students and teachers alike…Learning and teaching for me is ongoing too,,, take care, Barbara

Sue Dreamwalkerreply
December 6, 2013 at 17:24

Love your Dream Barbara, and its so good to travel part of the road with you as we travel with WP as we each follow our Dreams.. Together we DO make a difference 🙂

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